I AM A MORON

my binding is digging into my skin and rubbing, causing a nasty bruise and lots of itchiness. i only have two more days until i can take this off and get readjusted. everything seemed fine with the wrapping until i had to go into surgery for the second time. my surgeon said i could used benadryl (sp)? to help with that. i've heard of some guys getting permanent scars from the digging in. i hope this isn't the case. i've tried to shift it but it hurts too much.

tuesday at 1:30 i get to look at my chest for the first time when the drains are pulled. i'll know if the grafts took, im 99% sure they did but i was 99% sure i wasn't going to get a hematoma.